Audrey:)

Saturday, May 31, 2008

10:49 PM

Grounded for 2 weeks to go out with my friends. Great. Just great. How come you might ask. Well, I told Aunty Wati to keep it a secret but in the end she accidentally went to tell Mom. Tell Mom that Isabella and I went to Kallang Leisure Park for ice skating. It was meant to be a secret, never told but too bad for me. Looks like God wanted to teach me a lesson.
Today, late morning, about 11 plus, Mom called and scolded me. Isabella and I were supposed to meet at Kallang to ice skate together but I got grounded. Sad! Then, Kimbo came to our house. We used the computer. Oh yes! I talked to Jonathan. I miss him like mad. Seriously. I was crapping around. I think Yingying likes him. He say she keeps on calling him and stuff like that. Then he say he mesmerised with Wanlin. Wtf. HAHAHA! Man, I kept on laughing. Like a mad dog. Yeah, so anyway. In th end, after Mom woke up from her afternoon nap, she said she could bring us to KLP to ice skate but I did not dare to ask her if Isabella could go. SO SORRY, ISABELLA! Well, we had I good time there. Got these 2 pro skaters there. One keep on showing off then the other one just emo around but they are friends. Then I keep on cursing the show off one to fall down! In the end he really did! HAHAHA! Serves him right. Self praise, no praise, international disgrace. HAHAHA! Kimbo taught me.
Well, yeah. So HAHAHA! Tonight, don't know gonna do what yet.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

12:51 PM

Hi people. I'm so glad I went out with Isabella yesterday. She introduced me to a new place. Kallang Leisure Park! We went there for ice skating! So fun. All the teens out there! MUST GO!

HAHA! Now, I got blister, two in fact. One damn pain, the other one is ok.

YEAH!

CANDID!

I had pizza for supper!

SUPER PIZZA!

We are going to KLP this Satuday again! YEAH! Ice skating rocks!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

2:01 PM

Yeah! I can't wait! I'm going out with Isabella tomorrow to Vivo City. First, we'll meet up and then go there. We gonna grab some stuff for Trina's scrapbook! Hah. I kinda miss her.
Oh yes. Yesterday, got some JC students go stare at Jason and Hulk. Then they go beat them up. KNN. Then, in the late afternoon, Bear called me then he told me what happened. Then he told me that their chief want to meet us last night. Fight until jialat. Acer's piercing kenna pulled out. Snake bite piercing. Bleed like mad. He now in hospital. Isabella so worried. She so evil. She care about him only): jkjk.
Well, tonight they kenna we going to their houses. Splash paint, hang something dead. HAHAHA!

Monday, May 26, 2008

1:25 PM

Died. I just died. I talking to you in Heaven. Okay. I'll cut the crap yeah. I didn't go out in the end. Cause, my chicken-headed mother did not allow. HAHAHA! Chicken-headed mother or father is a term used when we are angry with our parents. HAHAHA! A term that Isabella, Trina and I used. Trina... Okay, I'm getting emo again. This sucks.

1:39 AM

June Holiday Planner

26th May - 28th May:
Sports Camp
[canceled cause I'm sick]

26th May:
Nothing to do…
I wanna go out! Now, at 1.26am, Isabella and I are trying to plan. We planned
To go to the dog farms at Pasir Ris but we need a back up place, so that in
Case we can’t go to farm we will go to the other place. Back Up Place: Orchard Road.
HAHAHA!

27th May:
ARGH! Nothing to do. Got Chinese tuition. I hate it.
28th May:
Going Vivo City with Isabella. We gonna buy the scrapbook form there and the other
Materials too. Yeah! We gonna enjoy this fair day!

Yeah! For holidays!

Sunday, May 25, 2008

9:59 PM

Great I ain't going for sports camp. Down with fever and the worst damn thing is that my bestfriend came yesterday. Damn. Don't know why these few days, life damn tough. First, Trina's migrating then now is the owner of a house at East Coast quoted a higher price after we agreed to the original price. What is wrong with her? Somemore christian. Tsktsk. God will punish. HAHAHA. I plan to give Trina a scrapbook of all our collected photographs in the year, 2008. Then decorate it will all my heart and soul. I'm gonna stick the letter and the lyrics of Chasing Cars in there too. Now I'm eating Mars now! HAHAHA! Yummy! And webcaming with Isabella.

4:05 AM

Man, I back again. I'm home now. HAHA. Well, I'm gonna listen to the song once more and go to sleep.

3:40 AM

Outside now. Drinking myself away. Drinking my sorrows away, down into the depths. I'm kinda tipsy now. *HICS*. HAHAHA. I brought my laptop along. Man, I swear my headache is getter worse better ask Yong to send me home soon. HAHAHA. I cried just now again so that will be 11 hours of crying. Thank you Yong for lending me your shoulders, Aaron too. I'm sorry if I hit you too hard. HAHAHA. That was a powerful punch yes? HAHAHA. My eyes hurt now. I messaging Isabella now. She cried too. What's wrong with that? Huh? Got a problem? HAHAHA. *HICS*

2:27 AM

Oh great! After hours of crying, I am finally down with fever. Sadistic yeah? Its a slight one. I'm talking to Star now. She is damn nice. She comforting me:D. I think I feel better after crying for 9 hours until now still sobbing. Ouch, my eyes hurt. Damn pain. Now my eyes only like one line. My vision is blurring. Its like I'm gonna kong ka kiao any time soon.

2:04 AM

I'm still crying. Really. I myself had never seen myself cry until like that before. Am I crazy? My dad says I am. He is the one. I'm like listening to Chasing Cars over and over again. This is worse than PMSing or being hungry or even anything else. I feel like I'm losing myself. I feel like I'm not going to do well for my end year exams. I feel like breaking down and just dying perhaps. HAHAHA. Even I myself think I'm going mad. I'm just staring into space and thinking. Thinking of what's gonna happen without Trina in Singapore anymore. Oh great, I'm starting to cry again. What the fuck is wrong with me? God, help me pull myself together, please? I cry until got headache. Shit. And I'm not tired cause I drank coffee just now. I feel like a FUCKING LOSER. Really.

1:47 AM

Chasing Cars
Snow Patrol

We'll do it all , everything on our own.We don't need anything or anyone.
If I lay here , if I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know how to say, how I feel.
Those three words are said too much but not enough.
If I lay here , if I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life.
Let's waste time, chasing cars, around our heads.
I need your grace to remind me to find my own.
If I lay here, if I just lay here.Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told, before we get too old.Show me a garden that's bursting into life.
All that I am , all that I ever was.Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where , confused about how as well. Just know that these things will never change for us at all.
If I lay here , if I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I want to dedicate this song to Trina Tan Pei Ling.
Listen to the song one day okay? Or at least study the lyrics:)

12:54 AM

I cried. Very badly. Its all because of Trina. After I woke up from my afternoon nap, there was a message in my inbox from Trina. Well, I thought it was some kind of message like: 'Eh, Auds wanna go out on Monday?' kinda message but no. Instead, it was kinda an advanced farewell message.
It read: 'Hello dearies! I'll be going to migrate to Australia at the end of the year after the year end exams. That's what my dad told me today. I thank you all so much for the time we spent together, the days we went out and everything. Although I wold not be in Singapore for the next 5 years, I wish you all the best, and you'll always be on my mind. You'll never be forgotten and remember this, never give up i whatever you do. You must bobunce back after a failure, and try again. Study well and get good grades. Don't disappoint your parents okay? I'll always love you with all my heart and soul.'
I really thought it was a prank or just a joke but it wasn't. Damn I cried damn badly. Now my eyes are puffy and red. And I'm still crying. What a joke! Ever heard of a person so strong that he or she wouldn't cry? Well now I'm telling you it a lie! A lie! Cause even heroes know when to be scared!
Well, I wrote her a letter and plan to give it to her when she leaves.
'Dearest Trina,
Although we have been friends for less then a year, when you leave I will still miss you as much as anyone does. Our friendship was very strong, in fact we manage to pull through all the difficult times we had like when Tze Hui and the rest of the C.C.P.S. students were jealous of us being so close and even tried to break us up.
Remember at the start of the year we were still noobs and were not that close? Now, its already the 24th May, nearly half of the year has gone by without us really noticing. On this day, 17:10, you sent me a message that had shocked me. That was why I asked you if you were joking, if you remember. Then you asked me to call you but I said was in the cinema. Well, I was actually at home, writing this letter for you. Sorry. I had to lie. I was crying really badly. Your message was one I could not bear to delete from my inbox. It was filled with Love, Our Friendship and Tears of Dread and Pain. Pain struck my heart. It was overwhelming. All was blank. I kept on asking myself: Why? Why must you leave? And I couldn’t give myself an answer. You know why? Because, I told myself this isn’t true. It was all a bad dream, you wouldn’t leave Isabella and I here all alone. Then no more hyperness, no more joy, and more happiness will be left. You know what? Isabella and I always said that: ‘ Eh, Trina is the one. She is the one that makes us go hyper and the one who bring happiness and joy when we go for outings.’ Now you know that’s why when you can’t go for any outings, we won’t go anymore.
Just now, I told my mother that you were migrating and you know what she said? She said: ‘No la, a lot of people say that they want to migrate but they won’t la!’ I know she was trying to make me feel better but yeah, I guess its was just a pure white lie. I told myself not to feel bad but I just can’t. When you migrate, I told myself that one part of me will die because you are a part of me. You are no ordinary friend. You are my good friend, my BEST friend. Together with Isabella, we are The Trio. But it has so far lost one of its members already. The magic in it will be forever, gone.
Remember, the time when we said we would go tattoo and lip piercing together? Now, all I can say is, its gone forever. Because there, in Australia, you are gonna make new friends, make new promises and forget the old ones… By the time you get back here, we would have probably forgotten each other, maybe even forgetting each other’s existence because 5 years is a long, long time. I swear, if we still remember each other, you are a sibling that God forgot to give me. I and Isabella would probably be in the same JC, relying on each other and trying to remember you, our BESTEST BEST friend.
Well Trina, you and Isabella are a part of me. I hope you will change you mind soon and get your Dad to stop before its too late and if you don’t, I really wanna tell you that I will really miss you okay? Trina, I really love you as a friend. Losing you is already painful enough but what to do? You’re my pillar. The only one I can depend on. Your just more than a friend. I really cannot lose you. Well, its time to say bye bye before we get too teary and sad. If you are really leaving, I wish you good luck. Never give up okay? I hope that you will become somebody successful in life and earn good money and NEVER smoke okay? Or even drug. These type of people have no life. It would feel really empty without you here.
Byebye Trina, I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU!
P.s. Must mail me! And I will never forget you even if you do because you are my role model, my BEST FRIEND in life!J

This letter was written will my heart and tears. I hope you will keep this and believe in yourself because you got potential. I believe that GREAT FRIENDS will meet again in the corners of the world so till we meet again!'
When I was writing this I cried like hell, worse than maybe. I kept on listening to the song,' Chasing Cars' by Snow Patrol. I thought about the lyrics and it really made my cry. In the cinema, in the shopping mall and in the car. Maybe you should listen to it. And think of the words in the lyrics okay? Trina, I will always be there for you evern if your not here.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

9:58 PM

I love you, GOD! Manchester United won and so did David C:D. HAHAHA. I wanna congratulate all the ManU fans and the people who support David C. CONGRATS!
Yeah so, I'm kinda sad today. You know why? Cause it's Miss Chan and Miss Aw's last day in SAC as teachers to the poor 1.8. I wanna thank them for guiding us in Literature and Geography. I will miss you'll! Oh and Trina was a little insane this morning. She had nothing better to do and then she started to play with my fingers and you know what she said? 'Audrey, your fingers are like the baby type.' I wasn't pissed AT ALL. Yeah and today during mass, Ms Martens, our principle, sang a group song with her 'band' called 'The Awesome Aunties'. And guess what? Miss Chia was up there! I laughed until I cried I tell you. Beth and a few more 1.8 people saboed her. Drats. HAHAHA. I'm like laughing still.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

8:33 PM

I'm tired. Hell yeah. You know why? Because of yong. We were out until like 5am? Yeah and guess what? He treated me to durian kachang again:D HAHAHA. I'm totally retarding. Hahaha. And guess what? I'm in the top fifteen for basketball. I'm not bhb. Just that I really love God! Thank you! HAHAHA!

Okayokay. Today was retarded. We were at the Science Centre today and guess what? Northlight and Pathlight school was there and some other schools too. Oh yes before i forget! I met Qian Hui and Jamie! So glad to see them again! I gave a BIG hug to Qian Hui! HAHAHA. I really miss her!

Oh yes back to Northlight School you know what happened? This guy just push Kris' head like a railing and elbowed Trina's head! This is Audrey's Believe It Or Not! HAHAHA! I ain't humiliating them just wanted to tell people. Oh yes! I saw this guy that looked like yong but was sorta different.

Us but we all look fat.

Yeah...

P.S. I hate those people who criticise New Urban Male guys. & if you think they are ugly or whatsoever, why not looking into the mirror once more and remember, God created us uniquely okay? If you wanna complain, tell him yeah. If he doesn't shorten your life, you better thank him. He will most probably forgive and forget but it will be in the Book Of Life. Well think twice the next time yeah?

Monday, May 19, 2008

9:46 PM

Yeah, it's a full moon alright.

Earlier in the day, we picked Isabella up from her house and headed to Whitesands to eat lunch there. Swensens. Hahaha. It made us DAMN full then must suck in the stomach:D. Then we went to Pasir Ris Park. So DAMN fun. We went straight into the water and started to swim. One word; SHIOK! HAHAHA.

I must really thank Isabella's friend,Sarah, whose mother owns the kayaking stall at Pasir Ris Park for lending us the kayak for free! It was really cool. But my mother scolded me. Sadsad. I really loved it! Oh yes. I was wearing my NUM beach wear top and bottom. Now can see my tan lines clearly already:D. Hahaha. Did I mention that we saw Carissa and her sister?
After that we went to Vivo City to have dinner. I saw Geraldine and her schoolmate at NUM. Isabella and I purposely went in. I saw Calvin and i think I'm starting to like him again although I still like MARCUS:D. They are all so hunky, so PERFECT. HAHAHA. Isabella said I had good taste and she wants to steal MY Calvin away from me. HAHAHA. Isabella don't feel ffended please:D. Anyway, I did not see MY DEAREST MARCUS today. SADSAD!:(
Hahaha. I feel so retarded right now.

12:54 AM

I'm seriously sick. This is my 3rd time on blogger this day. Hahaha anyway, I've found my loves photos:D Ahahaha. OMG. I'm seriously sick. I LOVE MARCUS. He is DAMN chio. I don't care I'm going to go to VIVO city tomorrow already after going to Pasir Ris Park! AHAHAHA!

MARCUS FOREVER:D

I FEEL ALL MELTY INSIDE!

He is the one in black:D

Sunday, May 18, 2008

11:58 PM

Hell yeah... I know it was hours ago since I blogged but blogging is my life so I have to blog whenever I can. But I'm bored now. Really bored. Oh yeah, later got meeting, don't know where... Hahaha. I'm really being lame. Just now, a guy just asked me for my phone number. Yeah then we exchanged. His name is Amos Tan from CCH yishun, 16 this year.

Then just now, Yong asked me if i was okay after what happened yesterday. OF COURSE NOT. I said. Hahaha. I feel retarded now. I'm like webcaming with Kimbo now. And then just now we were having a debate with Kelvin whether whose voice the sexiest and hottest. Don't know who won in the end.

Oh yes, my edwin kor is mad at me, I think. Well, it all started when Isabella and I were scolding this malay boy that was cursing and swearing at us. Then, edwind kor talked to me. Then I was like:'Eheh, I not free now, I scolding some lan jiao bin.' Then, of course he pry and pry. Then in the end, he was:' I always have time for you but you always don't.' Then, he angry, I think. He also asked me if want to go out with him and his brothers for lunch but of course I ate already. Yeah and now I'm thinking of what to say to him when he goes online.

Oh, I met Dong Xuan at Roxy square today. I brought Aunty Wati to cut layer there. The aunty thought I was a boy. Hahaha.

I'm really bored now. I think gonna go for the meeting soon at Serangoon. Hahaha. If Yong is there I don't want to go already. Oh yes! To all SACSS basketballers, I wish you good luck into getting into the team. If you are not in the team, don't fell sad. Try harder next year. Must persevere. Yeah...

Yawns... Maybe I shouldn't go for the meeting. I'm like yawning my eyes out.

I miss all CCPS 2007 P6 batch. I hope to see you all during the Open House in June. I miss my coach, Jonathan. Hahaha if you see this, good for you. If not, I believe you should know that all of us miss you badly. So, hows life there? In the camp? Tough? I realy want to know. Cause I plan to go there next time. Hahaha. I miss those time when we were all still so close. Going out every weekend. Hahaha.

Well, things got to go on even if we miss each other so badly. Well, I just hope you with go online soon. Oh and hows the keychain I brought back from Korea? Hahaha.

And on Friday, Weimin chrushed my finger during basketball practice so badly that it was like all puffed up. Now its greenish purple.

Right 4th finger

Left 4th finger
Well, I forgive her. Forgive and forget. Isn't that what God said? Yesyes, he did. Hahaha.
I'm gonna sleep soon. Hopefully dream of MARCUS. HAHAHA:D

6:21 PM

This is the official opening of www.thedrunken-love.blogspot.com. I wanna thank my dearest cousin, Kimberley,a.k.a KIMBO.& apologise for lying to her, making her so sad and angry even when she had a paper that day and another the next day.
Yeah so, SORRY and THANK YOU.

Phantom bit me this morning on my ear!DAMN HIM. Its still bleeding. I think he knew that i was angry with him cause i looked at him with anger.

Yesterday was kinda crappy. I went to Vivo City with my family with Samantha and Kimbo. We had dinner at Bakerzin. It was quite good. Then we went to Daiso. I saw Chelsea Chong from Mr.Tan's tuition outside Daiso but she did not see me la. After that, Kimbo and I went to Page one. Then we went to Fresh Box to see the clothes. All very nice but my walking ATM wasn't there. Then we made our way to NUM. There i saw MARCUS. He is DAMN chio! HAHAH.
& I FINALLY GOT MY NUM MEMBERSHIP CARD! Hahah back to MARCUS. He made eye contact with me when i was paying! WAHAHAH. Now, I'm heartless. Cause Kimbo says so. I'm gonna zap her pit. Be right back! Okay, I'm back. I have to apologise to Kimbo again cause while zapping her pits, I elbowed her chin. She is gonna smack me hard on my butt soon. I MEAN NOW!
OUCH! Its bloody pain. She zapped my pit. Oh yeah, when I made eye contact with MARCUS, my heart melted like the chocolate in the strawberry fondue I ate yesterday at Bakerzin.

I'm now at my dayi's house. Quite boring. Haha.